But I don't want anything

Well, Today I stayed home to get better, I've been sick the last week and a half. This being a junior things really rocks, but theirs alot of work that comes to it, well if your extracurricular like I am. This year I can already see that its going to be very much work, because its time to start figuring out where you want to go to college, or if you want to go or not. Then we have prom, and a whole lot of junk in between. Lately I've just been a little confused on what I"m going to do for the rest of my life. To me -its seems really daunting and scary to have a 7-5 Monday thru Friday for the rest o fmy life. Idk, and then a summer after high school when I'm finally responsible for myself, I have to go back to basically a harder high school, that costs more. Then to top it all I want to leave go somewhere far away and see the world most kids my age have already seen and done so much more. Its just one big mess in my head and its been building since freshmen year, I've always just shoved it back under the bed. Its just something I need to figure out, because that day'll be here sooner that I know it, I'm ready, but I just have to make that first decision.

Well, first of all I don't have a sprained ankle anymore, it still bugs me a little bit, here and there, but other than that its ok. Youth and Government was alot of fun, but its over and time to move on. Since the fifteenth, the teachers, and students have gone on overdrive of giving out homework and doing less homework. Cram it into the students is their strategy, but now that's over all finals are over, and we've started the process of loading up to take our stuff home. During which time I have ran for ASB Vice President and I am now your 2007-2008 ASB Vice President, yay, and now they're loading on the responsibilities before the school year is over, now to the point of the post. I feel that I kind of want to stay in school, so that i can get it down, and not have to work, because its a way huge transition. Anyways schoool is almost over yet i feel none of the teenagerish feels of HELL YEAH, but remain relatively unchanged

Well, I had a league track meet last weekend, at Prosser Football Stadium, where at the beginning of the track meet I proceeded to go down the stair, and at first I was first, then I started to speed up, not intentionally, then I tried to slow down, and I couldn't and that's when I jammed my ankle, and so I fell, and rolled down the stairs. It was really painful, more painful than the time I broke my finger. It is still very painful, and I have started walking on it, but not very successfully with out pain. Today I tried to jog on it, to see if I could at least run, or do anything, and what a failure that was. So I'm proud of myself for not taking any meds for the ankle, because medicine is bad for you.. But I took some Ibuprofen, a minute ago, so that I could ease the swelling.... Good news is that one friday this week we have districts, and discus, and shot their are eight places, and eight people throwing at each event so I can throw each and get a point, which will help me letter, because I only need one point to letter... well I gtg to bed

Finally, well alot has happened since April the 24th the last time I posted. Well first I had a rocky start with my mother, who only made it a blast trying to get home last monday, because she neeeded to pick me up and go shopping, but she was late, and I got home at four o clock, but I did get new luggage, toothpaste, and other little things. Tuesday morning the only thing that I forgot was my water bottle, which was the cause of me not drinking enough water. The train trip up their was so beautiful one, that side of the state is so green, everything is green, and you also see more hybrid cars, which is awesome because they care about the environment. The train is so comfortable, I slept all the way to portland, and then half way to olympia, it was so smooth of a ride, and their is food, and a viewing car, it was way too good. Then when we got their we drove our SUV's up to our hotel, where we stayed at a phoenix inn, it was really nice, comfortable. The hotel had a swimming pool, which didn't have chlorine in it, but salt, which is apparently more environmentally friendly than chlorine, but my eyes reacted hugely to the salt, when I got out of the pool, my eyes were fuzzy, and they stung, it was so painful, and it was because I had gotten salt in my eyes, duh, ok so I go my room, where I get some saline solution from jeannette, and I swear its only making it worse. That day we had gone shopping so we could get food for the following week, it took us forever to get out of safeway, my goodness, but the guys, Andrew, Patrick, and I loaded our fridge with food, energy drinks, pop, chips, etc. When we showed betty, she freaked, it was hilarious. Wednesday was really nerve racking, because I really wasn't sure of what to expect, because I was in the O'brien House of Representative, and I was the only one, according to Phylicia, and Johanna later on, I was very lucky, because the Cherberg Senate was really boring. In my house their was a lot of debate, and met alot of my friends in the house, and commitee. Truthfully commitee was so boring. Commitee was where I met my friend Alex Randall who is now speaker of the O'brien house, he's awesome. I was his campaigner, if somebody wanted an alex randall sticker, I was the one who gave it to 'em. Campaigning for other people was a blast, but I had to keep patrick out of hearing distance, because he and a couple of other people were the Fair Elections Commissioners aka FEC's. But he won for Speaker, it was so much fun, then on Wednesday, we went to out actually houses, and senates, and that's where I met even more people, Alex Mech was our speaker, he was really cool, Alex and I get along really well, and he was running for governor, and got second place, and now he's Attorney General, so next year, I'm going to consider running for Assistant AG, or house reading clerk. Wednesday took for ever to get over with because we had hours, and hours of session, which wasn't all that bad because we had comfy chairs, microphones, and pages to keep us busy. We had a banquet at the end of the day, after the Alumni Reception, it was really cold, and the MC wouldn't stop talking. So finally when the table behind us got up and left, and their was a lot of commotion, we chose to send one person every two minutes, that way we wouldn't look conspicuous. Thursday I was rather tired, because of the banquet, we had gotten home at about 11 o'clock Thursday, was better, because I had gotten into the mode of debating, and new what to say quite well, and plus I had to because Thursday was when I had to debate my bill, which failed, both ways around. Which was ok, becuase I had more fun proponing, and opponing others' bills than that of my own. Thursday was good, except that I didn't get to watch any of my shows or anything, because we ordered pizza, and watched Talledega Nights, or something like that. The Rest of the time their was so much fun, I met alot of awesome people, and it was a mind blower to be in the capitol. The Ball was a lot of fun, because everybody was dancing, and it was just a blast. Saturday was sad, because that's when everyone left. I had to say goodbye, and I 'll add you on myspace, it was sad to be torn away from all these people, because it is truly amazing when all three to four hundred kids can be united, and get along and run the capitol. I had a lot of fun, and all the stress was totally worth it, and they should make it longer though, like making it a whole week, and start on a monday, which would be awesome, from weekend to weekend. Well I have to go finish my laundry

STFU!!!!! Jk... Well anyways I have an interesting array of emotions at the moment, because I'm super stressed, because I don't have any idea how to debate, which as a self-proclaimed OCD victim, it starting to freak me out, but I'm praying about it and the more I do so, it makes me feel so much better. I have youth group tomorrow night... I'm am just super busy, because their are certain things I should do before I leave for Olympia like finish the fine-print, and I should also work on my ASB living history project. It always seems that when students need to do something else, they also have something else to do. Mrs. Clinton is seeming to be very nit picky with my pre-arranged, becuase she doesn't fill out next weeks schedule until thursday and I want it right now, Mrs. Navarre, and Mrs. Seymour were as so nice to do it monday morning, and it wasn't any convenience for them, because they always do it the monday of the previous week. Well I got home from a West Valley Track meet a couple of hours ago, and I got eighth place in Javelin, where I PR'd and I also pr'd in discus, and shot, so that's a total of four points, and which I have nineteen of twenty that I need.

Well I gots to go to bed

P.S. my livejournal or my browser has spell check, how cool

My goodness first the storm in the east part of the country, and now the shooting at a Virginia Tech School. What a great start to the week. Well on a better note, I have WASL tomorrow, I am good at Math, We will pass the WASL. I have to keep telling myself that so I don't freak out, because I don't want to get all nervous or whatever. I think I will do good.... I have made the decision to switch to the tenor saxophone, because the bass for the band sucks, Tricia, and I are switching to lower instruments. Mainly because Morgan, who plays the bass guitar, is really awesome, but she is only one out of three bass instruments that are playing, Naomi, Baritone Sax, doesn't play at all, and when she does you can't hear her, and last and certainly least is sucky ol' Kelli Wilson she never ceases to amaze me on how much higher she can rise on the scale of stupid. She doesn't play period, and so I thought that I would play the brand new tenor that the school is getting, YA, and that means that I will able to learn two instruments, and maybe later, I want to learn the bassoon... Well I'm super excited to be able to play a new instrument. I have a track meet tomorrow that I don't get to go to, YA, and its is truly on the highest level dumb, because on Saturday, we get to go to a place called Moro, Oregon.. It really out of the way, and I have to go Prom shopping, and I need to get more dress shirts so that I have enough clothing for the trip to Olympia, because this is the area I excel in.. BEING PREPARED(and at times over-dressed, and prepared) I just called my mother, who I called, because I just needed a ride to the valley, so that I could get clothing, and take my written portion of the driving test, and she goes on a tangent on how, we only call when we want something, and I was like mother I call all the time, and I only call when I NEED something, I never ask you for anything, except when I need something. Well anyways, I have until Friday to smooth that over, because my master plan was that I wanted to drive to prom he he he, but i don't know how well that his going to go for dad.

First Thing: If you ever want to preserve a pair of flip-flops and then probably forget about them, put them in your father's boat. I found a pair of flip flops that i bought last year, yay, and now i Have two pairs of flip-flops, which totally improves my day.
Second thing: If you have ever heard Roswell: 1947 its a really fun song to site read, we received it from our teacher, Ms. Orcutt, today, she said that it practically sounded the same as the cd when we played it.
Extra Thing This morning when I got to school, I learned that yesterday at the track meet I made six points, and placed two fifths, so I'm was pretty happy. Well I got to go, and watch tv or something...

Oh, and another thing: I'm my own worst competitor, and I officially do not have to pass the math wasl

Yeah right now I'm going to eastern, with my sister, she's so awesome. I love it up there, I will seriously consider coming to EWU, because its so unoverwhelming. My sister has made really good riends. I am doing track right now, and I seem to be improving with every practice, and track meet. I have taken a liking to the javelin throwing, its so much different that the others....discus and shot.... because its not so much in the muscle as it is with the techique. Mr. Whitmore has started paying more attention to me since i have started to improve... I have nearly made it to one hundred feet in the javelin. Speaking of mr.whitmore he gave my father a dirty look, and i was kind of surprised. Jenn got to spend a couple of days at my house, what a boring time for her, I swear, we aren't that great of company entertianers, dad could of at least given her the car. SHE HAS HER licencse. The band festival was really awesome, I especially love the Moscow 1941 song, it sounded real, and I talked to the all of the alto saxes, because they weren't playing it correctly. This girl named Victoria Sexton and I were lecturing them because they were not listening to the rest of the band, and they weren't play the staccatos, and most of all it was a song that required emotion, and they weren't doing it. I was the oldest Alto their, i was very surprised, but you know when a leader is born, everyone follows...
hey i gtg

Finally, I have contrived a plan so that i may have a computer. What I did was that I took all prevelant things out of the old one, ram, harddrive, etc, and put it into this other one I had, and with a little love and patience it all paid off. Well, now I have a working computer, and it works, I'm so happy, and I have my internet, and email, and all the things i love yay. On to other news, I took the first day of the WASL today, I wrote the most paragraphs in the class with a whopper of nine whole paragraphs, I'm so proud opf myself, this year, apparently we all have different subjects to write about. Then earlier today, which I am going to do my research, I heard that after all we don't have to pass the science or math wasl, until 2012 YAY, so I'm going to do some research on that, and I talked to Mr. Palmer, and he said that if it were true that he would of gotten an email. Well, I hope it comes true, but I would still try my very hardest on the math wasl, the science sucks, because all you do is experiments, and not any mathy, biologic junk, none of the meat and potatoes. Then our band teacher, is a loon, I swear, whenever we have a concert coming she decides to go on her pms trip, because she gets all emotional (angry) today she forgot to take her picky medicine, because the Alto saxes were playing city of lights incorrectly by the minutest of hearing, and we had to practice it over and over again, this woman never goes easy on us, not once. She's crazy, I swear. But other than that I had a really good day. I was really energized during german, and then they started talking about the stupid wasl, and they started complaining about it, and I shut them all up when I said, you guys have it easy both ways, I said you don't live in europe so you don't learn a fraction of what they learn they always have exams,and then I was like and you have good grades so what you complaining about you will pass the wasl now shut up about it Well I gtg daniels making milkshakes

Today I was home sick with sore throat, headache, and plugged nose. I felt like crap, and then I found out we had mentors today. So I"m like double crap, because i'm not sure what judy is going to say when I get back to school tomorrow, that i wasn't at school for the treasure hunt. Oh well, I getting in that mood, where i just want it to be Spring Break, which might I just mention that will be here in a few short weeks... YAY... I"m so excited I get to go to my sisters, for a week, A WEEK, I did it last year, it was so much fun. I just need to get throught the WASL, and then I'll be set, Science and English are in March... I dreading them like a wet sandwich. I need to start recruiting more of my friends to livejournal, I'll have to think about that. Right Now I"m a little frustrated over my computer, its being wierd, because its using so much of the Processors power, and its completely freezing, so Im really worried about it. Its not a big deal right now, because Track starts next week, I need to figure out a ride home, because dad aint going to get a truck in time for me to drive the car, and I don't have my license just yet. I will need new shoes, I think I need new throwing shoes also, eeek am I never going to hear the end of it with him, needing two new pairs of shoes, and its not like I am constantly asking for shoes. He hasn't bought me shoes in at least a year and a half. The last pair of shoes I recieved, were from Julie, she bought them for me for school. So he'll live... If I can find a shoe store that has a version of Nike Free.. then I will only have to get on pair of shoe because they are shaped like throwing shoes, and they are made for running so they are going to be really lite, Yay, but I'll get last years version, because this years, is really dumb. Ok well I need to get on Ebay and see if they have that shoe, hopefully new. Night and Drive Safely

Tomorrow,we are going to yakima, for a T.A.T.U presentation. I'm really excited to get out of school, and to learn that it kills several thousands of americans every year. I get to sleep in tomorrow, yay, Jenn you need to call me you never answer the phone. I am in a good mood, all my grades are good, and I'm fairly excited for next weekend becuase its an extra long one. I don't have alot to say except that I don't have to go to school tomorrow.

This weekend was pretty bad, I got out of school early on friday, my dad came and picked us up from school, we went to town to do some chores... Taxes, Hair Cuts, Bank Junk. So friday was a good day, but terrible ending, we went to dales' ugh then on friday we stayed home and did some chores, moved the house around, vacuumed blah blah blah, played a game of monopoly, Daniel and I wrestled, to which I cracked four of my teeth, as of right now i cannot chew on anything directly, or drink directly, it cannot come into contact with my four front top teeth, or i will get pain. Today was boring, I dealt with the pain all day, took some tylenol which helped, then I played with daniel, did some chores, Watched T.V. This weekend was a typical boring weekend but thats ok, I neeeded the rest. I'm going to need to schedule an appointment at the dentist so that I can get my teeth fixed. Oh well, the bad things always happen to me, broken finger, black eye, broken teeth, bumps, bruises, bloody noses. Its just a fact of life, there is always a child that gets it worse than every other sibling. It builds character...
Well I better go to bed. Night.

Jeff, I hope you get better
Jenn, That wasn't a big deal, about today, they could've of left w/out me. Its just the superbowl.

My Subject is german, but I can't figure it out, its a title to a song from Franz Fernidand.. On to other news, today everyone seemed to have a crappy day except me, I swear they couldn't get things right if they wanted to on our food feed tomorrow.. Ha.. its kind of funny..Today was a good day for me at least, nothing bad happened so it was good, I go to do emergency driving procedures, and it got so nervous with anticipation that I didn't do it fast on myu account, it was so funny though, he shut off engine to simulate engine failure, and i slammed on the brakes so hard, we skidded.. my excuse was that I was looking for the clutch... Tomorrow we have a food feed consisting of nachos, and we barely pulled it together today...

Well, I have to go write a pre-reading question on equality thank you bye

Oh dear, I have to go to school tomorrow... I have thankfully gotten all of my homework done..., well most of it, I have to write an essay on public schools... I feel alot better thankfully,I have but one complaint and that is that I am viewing asb more and more dreadfully boring, right now we're working on community interviews, which is taking the old people and asking them questions to preserve their oh so wonderful history. Yet, it makes a lot of money, but not everything is about money. Its just irritating the only reason their doing this is that so we can have a fundraiser, and to make it even better, we were assigned this and its a fundraiser, and we're graded on it??? what the hell!?!?! You don't grade on fundraisers... is this school going so dry that we need to grade fundriasers!!

I'm going to bed

Well, its the end of second quarter, and it seems like my math will never go up, but here in the future I think it will. Umm, so far I fairly good grades, except math and german, which both have 79 percents but in everything else is good. Dad wants me to work for his friend dean... He said that I could skip school tomorrow If I wanted, and go to work for him at eight dollars an hour... I'm leaning towards a no dad wants me to give up my schedule so that I can have a good work ethic which is already present. He said that my work ethic sucks, and I said shame on him for suggesting I skip school, I'm on the asb I"M IMPORTANT Life is pretty boring for last couple of weeks... Aunts stove isn't working again. Dad wants to refinance the car, which is good cause he said that we'll get satellite, but you know we wouldn't of been in this mess if he had just listened to me, when we first got the car. Oh well, life continues

Well, things have good, school has started, and this weekend is a three day weekend. I'm excited... We're doing this ASB fundraiser, where we interview bickletons community of 75-65 basically the younger elderly part of the commmunity. It is so much work, but we do get graded on it. So far there is a group saying within the asb that is saying that if they do this next year they aren't running, and right now 85 percent of the highschool is saying they won't run for asb positions next year. But I'm seriously considering running for ASB President or Class President... I am being nominated for the position of class president, because they think I'll do a good job. But if somebody else is going to run for class president. I think i could do a good job for both, but I want this girl alejandra to run, because she is really organized, and artsy. The date of election has been decided is for May something or another. But for now I'm Publications Manager. Well I'm gonna go to bed.

MMMMM... Well today passed at normal speed, I had a good day I turned everything in on time, we read in English, much to my delight, watched a movie in science about gene splicing, and silk producing goats. Math was math, not much more I can say there, Traffic Safety we watched a movie on bad driving conditions...I GET MY LICENSE IN MARCH!!!!... The day was good generally good. I wasn't super adjusted to having to wake up at six oclock, and then I found out that Hale is flooded so we can't take it. ugh which means that we have to get to the bus ten minutes earlier, and get home ten minutes later, but they sent in #12 so that the heater could get fixed, and we're take bus nine so that we can have a heater.. YAY Today was good, now that I think about it. I can't wait to go to jenn's in april.... well I better go watch entertainment tonight